The Feeling

You ever get the feeling where you just want something to be done with? Anyone else feeling anxiety or pressure to get things done?

Well that is me. I have been planning this wedding (with the help of others) for the last 7 + months and I am MORE than ready to get married already. It's not that I don't enjoy the planning or the DIY projects (which I love), I just just feel like I have been doing this forever. And to think I wanted at least a year to plan...

Maybe it is anxiety taking over since there is 60 days left and I have a TON of work to do or that the BIG payments are due in 30 days. Either way, I sometimes wish I would have scrapped the big wedding and went to the courthouse. If we would have done the courthouse we would have been married already. I mean why wait until September to do it in that case. We probably would have been searching for a house at this time instead of throwing one of the biggest bashes of our lives.

I am finding that the summer is disappearing right before my eyes. Since the wedding is so close, I will no longer have any free weekends which is what I dreaded. I will spend almost every weekend traveling to my parents house 1.5 hours away to work on the wedding and the remaining weekends attending an engagement party and a baby shower.

Although I am ranting about this wedding, I honestly cannot wait to celebrate and be married to my hubby-to-be. Our family's 4th of July picnic was a preview of the wedding and it was oh so much fun. I just can't wait until the payments have been made so that I can finally "relax" and party!