I AM...
Child of God. Wife. Mother. Daughter. Sister. Step-Pawrent.
Computer geek-ette. Blogger. Wannabe foodie. Crafty.
Lover of Arts. Book worm. Sports fanatic.
Dreamer. Motivated but Lazy. Timid.
Positive. Selfless. Humble.
Beautiful. Curvy.
I HAVE...
An AMAZING family
A very small set of close GREAT friends
Battle scars of life on my body, mind and heart
Struggled with my self-image my entire life...too skinny, too thick or too fat
A low self confidence even when I am confident I can do it
A conflicting relationship with my FIL and struggle daily with it
Been letting other's negative attitude affect my happiness
An insane memory but I wish I could press the delete button for nonsense
A tendency to worry about EVERYTHING
A hard time not caring about all things
OCD-like tendencies
I WANT...
To have more time with my family
Attention without being noticed
To feel appreciated
To be more motivating and less criticizing of myself and others
To be more in shape...physically, spiritually and emotionally
To complete my "101 in 1001" list
I PRAY...
I can balance my selflessness and still help myself
For eternal happiness, health, and love
I can let God take control
I can forgive and forget
I can continue to live the life I want to live
I can prevent other's negativity from chipping away at my happiness
I FEAR...
Not dying but dying alone
Losing myself
Losing the ones I love the most
My nightmares will come true
Whether you believe this to be true or not, this is my current self reflection. I have recently found that I needed to truthfully evaluate my life and all things in it. This is the good, the bad and the ugly but a work in progress!
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